Expressions

The past month was very eventful for Indians.It seemed liked independence revolution came back but this time it was India against India. Though I was mentally/emotionally/sometimes physically part of it......somehow the lazy me wouldn't permit me to think about it more than an hour of the day. But one of friends played the role. I'm extremely amazed at the spirit of this woman who is another ordinary person like me with ambivalent aspirations and bubble gum generation ideology but the ardent support she offered for this movement was great. I'm proud of you Charu(who's the Anna hazare of our gang) and here's a excerpt of her experience of this movement in Bangalore in her own scribbles..... 1. back from Pune, tired 16th Aug 2. D told me about movement in blore 3. Saw on TV 4. Sonali and I discussed, kuch nahi bahut saare logon ko to pata nahi hoga ky aho raha hai why they have come to ramlila etc in delhi, anna arrested 16th aug 5. saw tv news , polite anna an...

When I first landed in pune ......... life was so good........almost all of my hostel friends made their way to this city one by one .....and it was party time :P.........and now ...... the sooner they came to celebrate our second get together type of stuff.... the faster they were thrown to different parts of the country once again !!! (sigh) Its just so difficult to be without friends again......I was wondering how'd life would be after few years down the line after the nuptial knots.....the ppl with whom I've shared every emotion, little spaces in the hostel rooms,eaten from each other's plates, fought for sunday hostel feast sweets,talked about random stuff for endless hours(to the extreme of discussing shapes of clouds too) and what not !!! ...... in future privacy wouldn't be an alien term....wud have to check the time once calling a buddy....and most of all , wud have to mark our calenders to meet !!! life's really strange :(

Today was a mind opener for me .......... got to know so many secrets of my school mates..... whom i think of today gives me shivers........ what the hell........ life's really been a change since school.......... the innocence , the charm and the magic of friendship had different meanings then.............there was no pretence ....... no harsh feelings for anybody other than just in like a child's mind .......... but it was a tender age....... ppl were so gullible then tht many of my mates got into bad stuff imagine at the time of school....... ofcourse I was unaware of it until now.......... But yes it was fun spending time with 2 of my oldest buddies on this earth......... spilling beans and gossiping abt other ppl (most fun stuff :P).........But some times It made me uncomfortable when there was PDA between them............... It reminded me of ....

Hmnn........ vacations over !!! back to work tomorrow...... It was very rare that I suffered from Monday blues.........but lately there's been a lot of panic arousing with each sunday passing by.......... Just being at home is so much more easier :P Well ........a hell lot of things happening and also complete inactivity at the same time...........Its been quite a while I watched movies back to back ......... not after hostel life......... but this time no one to giggle with in between the drama.......none to mimic and mock and make fun of every single detail attached to the actors........ and of course no pleading for the interval breaks and snack times... the snugness and the coziness (less of our hard metal beds ; more of the friends nearly stacked upon one another :P)........ missing them !!! and yes I made perfectly round Chapatis (yipppeeee!!!)....... again I miss shiks for her taun...

Friends are strange !!!!..... yes surprisingly .... u always predict them coz u know them for a long time and not coz our ideologies match..... it hurts but yes u can't avoid them..... they are such cruel people who makes ur life miserable without them..... the chemistry i share with one of my closest buddy (we think almost alike....paradox) is simply awesome..... but sometimes these similar minded beings get too similar to be self obsessed ..... that they don't even communicate despite being so closely occupying spaces on the same floors all the college life...... perhaps giving space to each other...... or maybe too bored of sharing the similar adventurous lives......:| it happens... but hey am I complaining.......... nooooooooo she has been a source of inspiration of my not so banal life.!!!!! I miss u :)