Expressions

"मन भारी है ४० सेर से भी कहीं ज्यादा मन जो भागता प्र्काश से भी कहीं ज्यादा आज थम गया है पोखर के पानी से भी कहीं ज्यादा मन उदास है उदासी से भी कहीं ज्यादा ।" Very true words describing my state of mind....... not by me of course!!!

My present engagement.......... testimonials ........ yes ........ to all the people who are close to my heart / have made a difference to my life / and the ones i miss often :( so trying to be as emotional as i can (rationally of course) ...... and to portray that in words is too difficult ....... but yes it helps me overcome an emotional block and grudges........ Mood : emotional Music : Zindagi ke safar mein ( kishore kumar)

yes ....... in a struggling phase that is suppose to last for few seasons !!!! seeing friends moving in to professional lives and out of relationships ultimately.......huh...... whats happenin??? may be I am stagnant......... yes frozen up in the 1000 bricks covered from all sides with some space for air to breathe and electronic media for entertainment and some sandwiches and sauce for survival ........just like dave level 0 ......... and yes the level never increases....... sigh!!! guess i am becoming paranoid!!!! leave that stuff....... trying hands at something new....... somethings like homedecorating learning to waltz (yes i m trying that too) web designing spanish cooking (my mom's fav sport) learning to draw potraits learning to draw (don't look at me like that) photography (keeps me sane) learning to blog (is that essential???) keep reading to discover how these vanish from the blog and my mind in the next few days !!!