Dreams !

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Here it comes again.......not the same. A different version of nervousness. unable to comprehend, decipher my own acts. this one is set out on a different tone. unknown feelings about someone i'd known so long. and different characters involved. A mother with traditional rural background unable to adjust with my modern attitude. We both are struggling to keep up with the silence during the conversation.... and I can feel that too. But i'm surprised to learn she works in a bank in the local village...and the father goes to the nearby town and works as a chemical engineer and yet they have a very humble place to eat , relax and sleep....I'm set off to another one now where i'm struggling with my inner self not to fall for.....but its just impossible. Even as i woke up perspiring today, I could feel the same and it lingered on for another couple of hours !
They say that 99 % of the dreams are forgotten in a few minutes after you wake up....Yes i dont rem the faces except one. It brought an end of an era of my life.
Thanks for the realisation.
I know nothing of this makes sense. Its just for the records! :)

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