Expressions

Life's on a new turn now ....... one year since i left this space unattended.......... and whew wat an year it was !!!!! I just learned i somehow aged :O I was talking to my friend few days back and she stated "You know wat amrita........ I finished my college 2 months back and suddenly i feel a sense of responsibility ..... strange naa?" My other friend explained me all this with wat is known as the twenty something dilemma......... things are heavier....... relationships are more important........ duties are more prominent.......... and u are more confused !!!!!!! ........ now i know how people's lives change after 21 !!!!! Am i depressing again ???????/ sorry yaar...... i just can't help being philosophical yaar !! :D Well this year has given me much more trips and adventures than i expected...... some of my close buddies became more closer :) and relationships have made me realize their importance !!! wowo............ nothing more.

Yes this is what i've been through and still in the process from the past 7 months or so .........symptoms??? feeling "not good enough" because one can't find a job that is at one's academic/intellectual level frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career confusion of identity insecurity regarding the near future insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals insecurity regarding present accomplishments re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships disappointment with one's job nostalgia for university , college , high school or elementary school life tendency to hold stronger opinions boredom with social interactions loss of closeness to high school and college friends financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living) a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you Don't worry ..... courtesy wikipedia ...... On a little research I discovered everybody i